Qaddafi the Ripper ([info]qaddafi) wrote,
@ 2006-06-25 16:04:00
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Current mood: sleepy

I'm finally talking again. Chicago never called, which means they don't want me. After spending two days convincing myself that suicide would not necessarily be to the immense benefit of the human race, I'm talking again. Yay! Eh, I prefer living in DeKalb anyway, as it has grass and trees and various other green things.

In other news, those of you who are familiar with NaNoWriMo may not have heard of JulNoWriMo. (It's basically the same thing, but in July.) I have decided that NaNo wasn't enough for me, so I shall attempt JulNo. And I might even post what I've written behind a friends-lock if anyone is bored enough to read it interested in reading it.

That's all for now.


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[info]two2blue
2006-06-26 02:47 am UTC (link)
Of course I'm interested in reading it. And if you don't believe me, you certainly know I'm bored enough!

The hell with Chicago. Are there any instructor positions still open at Northern? I know Lisa Grilli and Jenn Dale applied and got two of them.

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[info]qaddafi
2006-06-26 11:41 am UTC (link)
Yes, you certainly are bored enough. How many holes are there in your ceiling?

Don't mind my chronic depression. It comes and goes. I didn't know Northern was looking for people, and I doubt they'd want me in any case.

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[info]coraldawn
2006-06-26 03:27 am UTC (link)
Forget benefit to the human race - what benefit would suicide be to YOU? :) When you reach my advanced age, little rejections like that will just be water on a duck's back! There are greater and more glorious things in life. I am sure the wind will turn favorable for you again soon..........

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[info]qaddafi
2006-06-26 11:43 am UTC (link)
Eh, it's more I tell myself I should have killed myself back in seventh grade when I really wanted to, before my parents used money on my education that has clearly gone to waste, as I'm making about the same amount of money as someone who's full time at McDonald's. I try not to think about it most of the time.

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[info]nomadbeth
2006-06-26 05:09 am UTC (link)
sorry about the news. i'd love to read whatever you care to post (and am more likely to read in small installments. see ya in aurora.

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[info]qaddafi
2006-06-26 11:44 am UTC (link)
Then I'll post my insanity here, and you can see how desperately I need to proof read stuff, but rough drafts are incoherent.

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[info]nomadbeth
2006-06-26 01:43 pm UTC (link)
Hee! But that's my ultimate purpose in life, proofreading. Really, I like it. Sick, eh?

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[info]parisad
2006-06-26 08:17 am UTC (link)
Delusions are always there. I have been waiting for months news of my historic article. Now it seems it will be published (finally). Rejections always depress me but then they give me more strength. Your suicide would not be benefit to human race...not even to you :)
So, stay alive please ;)

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[info]qaddafi
2006-06-26 11:47 am UTC (link)
Thank you for the kind words. I've been suffering from depression since about 4th grade, so stuff like this tends to hit me hard. I'm much better these days, so I probably wouldn't. Although, if what I've heard is correct, I'm more in danger because I never tell anyone when I'm feeling it... Well, since my parents are retiring now, I've got to take care of them.

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